I'm not fine after all, and I'll never be. I'm so disappointed in myself. I just want to be someone better. I don't want to have anything related to you but why does it comes so sudden? Why do I have to go thru something like this? Why must it have to be you after all. I hate how I'm not good enough and will never ever be good enough for anyone at all. I hate how anyone just give up on my so easily. I miss you after all and it sucks so god damn much. I've tried my best but it's still you after all, I guess.